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Female Homosex – The Historical Primary Sexual Desire Of Women

As stated on page 108:

From the outset of writing this blog some 13 years ago, and realizing the true nature of this 3D illusory plane, many things became abundantly clear.

First off … there is no creator.
There is however, … a conjurer.

Once this reprogramming has been established within the reader’s psyche, this simple fact remains. The master egotistical hypnotic trance inducer (the Thought Process) is a liar. All suggestion of a creator god and the nonsense of good and evil is intended to be a mind crippler.

Religion is constructed to manipulate the very sexual nature of how we are fashioned. This religious lie is meant to inbreed sin within our minds making us slaves and serfs to the 3 dimensional illusory system. The religious faithful have no grasp of the concept that they are already slaves to the conjurer. They search for the best political entity, the best financial system, the best religious system, … not realizing all of these and more, are the tools used to destroy Wisdom and Truth. Crippling minds even as they stand at the precipice of devastation.

As stated in recent pages, female homosex is the primary (the first desire), of women. Even as male homosex desire is the primary, first sexual desire of men.

But for the liar, the conjurer, working malevolently through religion and intellectualism, humanity would find the pleasure associated with homosex. Becoming sexually liberated from the lies of religion brings peace and a satisfied lust that can be called upon endlessly. Delivering comfort and abolishing frustration. Homosex is our sexual makeup. Be it not for the religious lunacy that fosters breeding and stigmatizes natural homosex, there would be no sacrificial lambs for the elites to offer to their conjuring “god”.

Only desired for and properly cared for children would be born.

As the ATOM / ADAM symbol illustrates, … the female negative electrons spin around the male protons and the androgynous neutrons within the hexagon. Spinning and dancing in primary sexual delight.

However, … this is not allowed to be conceived within the body of humanity:


The Ego, the master of Thought, ejaculates thoughts into the womb of our mind, gestating a growth foreign to Wisdom and Truth.

Religion teaches us that homosex is vial, dirty, against nature, … when in fact it is beautiful, tender, strong, sweet, manly, womanly, … a perfect blend of desire and caring one for the other. Be they male or female.

Religious stigmatization only lends itself to confusing individuals who realize that homosex in natural sex. Oft times, however, not manifesting in the most beneficial acts. Remove the stigmatizing nonsense and the wonderful benefits of natural homosex activities increases immensely.

What follows are observations throughout history, of female homosex, women having sex with women, … from the time of ancient Rome and Greece and the poet Sappho, … up to the present time, and the beautiful relationships that are formed between women.

From the perspective of the writer, … nothing presented is dirty, filthy, unnatural or perverted. All female homosex activity could be recognized as the most tender and passionate exercise to participate in, and for all to gain benefit as they observe unashamedly, these female passions.



Everything in this illusory 3 dimensional plane revolves around sex.

If it were any other way, the 3D plane would not appear to be real and valid, and simply would not appear in any form or fashion.

No thing within this 3 dimensional illusory plane is valid or real. No thing is good or bad, right or wrong. However, as conjured up illusory beings, we are subjected to attempting to place worth and meaning on everything. The Ego demands that we take seriously this illusory plane.

Imagine a pregnant young woman having to decide on whether to have an abortion. It’s a no win!

Information regarding sex should be provided to teach and train young people as they approach puberty. Even as the ancient Greeks taught the young people in the ways of being strong young men, not pursuing the young women mindlessly. And the young girls were schooled in the joys of pleasuring each other.

Adults also, should learn the most beneficial ways of sexual interaction.

Believing misconceptions concerning sex conjures up a chaotic and miserable illusory life experience. To downplay the importance of sex within the 3 dimensional illusory plane is to court lunacy. Sex is central to all that we do.

To have a simple, less complicated comprehension of what sex is, results in a beautiful, wonderful, and liberated illusory presence.

Even in this fake, confused, and conjured up existence, all are able to find joy, ecstasy, pleasure and wisdom. And it all revolves around being able to recognize what natural sexual activity involves. Thereby avoiding having to face these impossible decisions (such as abortion).

The Ego, or Thought Process, insists on complicating up the simplicity of sex. Societies and cultures the world over, seem bent on establishing rules of right and wrong in regards to sex. This results in total control over the masses. Which in turn leads to conjuring up religious organizations that pretend to have some sort of divine insight. This in turn, manifests as intellectual jargon within the halls of higher learning. These halls are, in reality, halls of ignorance and lunacy.

Again, … complicating sex, also finds its way into the esoteric nonsensical trance induced state of mind, where the participants who accept this esoteric message, declare that they are “enlightened”, or have attained some form of “higher consciousness”. When in fact, what is referred to as consciousness, is nothing more than “conceit”. And conceit is that little egotistical aspect where “we think we know something”.

This is the Ego, the Thought Process, which is the source of all things conjured up through the act of thinking.

Sex only needs to be viewed in the most simple of terms. We simply have to get our recognition of sex and the importance it plays within this trance induced illusory plane, accurately established within our understanding and comprehension.

Sex is pleasant. Sex is joyful. Sex is peace and sex is strength, … when properly understood, will lead to Wisdom.

That said, sex is all this, … but only if the individual can come to understand and comprehend how to approach sexuality within their own sphere of their 3D life experience.

Sex has an order of appreciation. The first and primary function of sex, is homosex. Not realizing this simple truth, leads one to flounder as they experience their individual illusory life experience.

Women with women sexually appreciating and pleasuring each other with no consequences or concerns for bearing a child, results in the most wonderful sexual orgasmic experience. Stimulation of each others clitoris’, by frottage activity, (the rubbing together of each others sex organs), allows for this intense pleasure.

Coupling frottage with other physical contact enhances the frottage experience.

Only the religious and intellectual indoctrination that conjures up a psychological guilt induced state impedes this pleasure. In other words, … the religious cultural stigma conjured up via religion really tends to fuck things up.

As shown in this sketch from the past, … female frottage sex is nothing new … but something always beautiful.

Absent this “guilt” state, homosex will flourish, and the appreciation that men then have for the woman who understands natural homosex, increases dramatically. The man realizes that he does not need the woman for sex. He comes to realize that he admires the woman for who she is as a companion and mate. Also realizing that all women are to be respected and not the object of male lewdness.

Likewise for the woman, when her male partner is not “pussy-whipped” into salivating for the female body, her admiration for him increases dramatically. Their sexual union (if desired), can then take on a more sincere depth of understanding and more intense orgasmic release.

Male/male homosex results in a man, literally, “becoming a man”. When men are always yearning and desiring a woman, the phrase “pussy-whipped” comes to mind and the feminization and emasculation of the man occurs.

The Children of Abraham found “magical” ways of arguing and corrupting this activity. Historically, this does not change what has been recognized and accepted as natural and normal sexual activity.

This is what religious and intellectual organizations conjure up. There is money to be made in the emasculation of men. There is power to be obtained when the man becomes a wimp. Religious and intellectual “morality” is a vague concept. Homosex does not emasculate the male when the activity is practiced with due respect for each other as individuals. Men indulging in male/male homosex does not emasculate men. Quite the contrary. Male/male frottage sex builds strength and character. On the other hand,anal sex creates submissive and dominant partners. This is not equal and does not foster mutual respect.

Female with female homosex goes back centuries. As the art produced over this time attests to.

The introduction of the exclusivity of heterosexual activity was introduced predominantly by the Children of Abraham religion. This movement that introduced heterosex as the “god ordained” sex act was not exclusively followed by the founders of this movement. (Be they actual illusory individuals, or just conjured up imaginary entities, as part of the illusory myth of the movement).

The exclusivity of one man and one woman was far removed from the normal sexual union of the elite ruling class. The serfs within the movement were required to practice heterosex intimacy. The need for slaves and serfs to be sacrificed through war and crippled societies was tantamount.

This notion of god ordained sex was far removed from what the elite extended to themselves. The elite, the rich and powerful, took many wives. Furthermore, this movement stated that it was anathema for a man to have sex with a man, and for a woman to have sex with a woman. This introduction of perverting natural and normal homosex activity was conjured up by the religion of Judaism. The founding segment of the Children of Abraham.

This movement introduced this perversion of sexual interaction. They were aware of the power limits that would prevail over the masses. Thereby giving to themselves, the power, the authority, the political and financial ability, to rape the masses within their movement and beyond, of everything that had illusory value and worth. Had the natural homosex act been allowed to stand, the men would be men, real men within this illusory 3D plane, and the women would be wise and understanding of homosex activities.

Strong and wise men and caring women of wisdom would not be conducive to the theft which would occur as a result of the introduction of this religion.

It is a natural sexual function to want and desire to be sexually active.

The following is courtesy of wikipedia:

Situational sexual behavior differs from that which the person normally exhibits, due to a social environment that in some way permits, encourages, or compels the behavior in question. This can also include situations where a person’s usual sexual behavior may not be possible, so rather than not engaging in sexual activity at all, they may engage in different sexual behaviors.

One example of situational sexual behavior includes when people might not have sex with prostitutes in their home countries, but may do so when they visit other countries, where such activities are legal or ignored by authorities. Another example is when individuals or members of a community might engage in homosexual behaviors but identify as heterosexual otherwise, such as among pirates, among soldiers, among prison inmates, among college students, or in similar single-sex communities and institutions.

A possibly common and transient example of situational sexuality is the person who self-identifies as heterosexual, but will sexually interact with a member of the same sex when lacking other opportunities. Less transient but also possibly common, a person who self-identifies as gay or lesbian (either at the time, or later) may sexually interact with a member of the opposite sex if a same-sex relationship seems unfeasible.”

(credit wikipedia)

From this we can see that homosex activities are possible, and frankly, not only possible, but the very makeup, the way we are as people that form the whole body of humanity.

Simply put, … everyone person on this illusory planet can “swing” in either direction for sexual gratification.

The Harem Effect

“The harem effect is one example of situational sexual behavior in which women confined to a harem or harem-like situation may engage in sexual acts with the other women confined with them, either because it is encouraged by the master of the harem and/or the other women, as a form of sexualized social bonding, as a way of “training” new members, or in the cases of women who would otherwise consider themselves strictly heterosexual, then simply because there are no available men to become intimate with.

While “harem” refers to the now largely antiquated practice of a very wealthy or influential man, such as a king or emperor, taking many wives and sometimes consorts, all of whom are kept largely confined to a residence or a sectioned-off part of a residence, and forbidden from interacting with men other than their shared husband and male children.

In modern English, the word “harem” can refer to the group of women themselves, or to the part of the residence housing them. (Example: “Every member of the king’s harem was as striking as the last.” or, “The warlord was said to have as many as a hundred wives, all kept locked inside the fortress harem.”)

In the modern world, the harem effect can still potentially apply to same-sex interactions between women in contemporary polygamous marriages and relationships, as well as in other situations where women are confined together in an inherently sexual setting, such as in groups of prostitutes within brothels. This is the primary difference between the harem effect and other situations where otherwise heterosexual women engage in same-sex activities due to an absence of men for other reasons, such as being imprisoned, or during wartime, when able-bodied men may be scarce.”

(credit: wikipedia).

The 10 Largest Harems in History

1. Grand Seraglio of Ottoman Sultan – no official numbers – Eunuchs between 600 – 800.
2. Ismail ibn Sharif – 500+ harem concubines – more than 800 children.
3. King Tamba of Benaras – 16,000 harem inmates.
4. Sultan Ghiyas-ud-Din Kilji – 15,000 harem inmates.
5. King Mongkut of Siam – 9,000 harem inmates.
6. Genghis Khan – 6 wives – harem inmates between 2,000 and 3,000.
7. Emperor Jehangir – 1,000+ harem inmates – plus 1,000 young man-in-waiting.
8. Ashoka – approximately 500 harem inmates.
9. Montezuma II – 4,000 harem concubines
10. Amenophis III – one Great Wife, 5 princesses (one princess having 317 ladies-in-waiting).

Natural woman with woman homosex is so prevalent throughout the ages, that modern society simply tends to overlook it. The beauty of women with women sexually is deeply appreciated by both men and women.

As the next illustration shows, female homosex has persisted in spite of religious dogma and stigma.

More on the Harem Effect:

The following is one interesting example from the past of the muslim elitist appetite for the abuse of women, … which is now present within the religion of Islam (the third arm of the Children of Abraham religion), but on a much smaller scale, dependent on the male’s ability to afford the level of inclusiveness. A slightly different take on their doctrine and dogma associated with their religion. However, Islam is just as imprisoning and destructive of liberty and freedom as the two forerunners of the Children of Abraham religion.

The Jahaz Mahal Building

… located in Mandu, India).

Credit for the following Jahaz Mahal:

Jahaz Mahal: The Ship Pleasure Palace

Jahaz Mahal: The Ship Pleasure Palace

One of the most famous buildings in Mandu, the Jahaz Mahal, was built by Ghiyasuddin Iwaj Shah. The Jahaz Mahal is known also as the ‘Ship Palace’, as it was built on a narrow strip of land between two water tanks.  According to the stories, Ghiyasuddin was a devout hedonist, and had built the Jahaz Mahal as his pleasure palace. Within the walls of this building he had a harem of 15,000 women, some coming from as far as Turkey and Abyssinia. It has been rumored that some of these women also served as his bodyguards.

One of the most famous buildings in Mandu, the Jahaz Mahal, was built by Ghiyasuddin Iwaj Shah. The Jahaz Mahal is known also as the ‘Ship Palace’, as it was built on a narrow strip of land between two water tanks.  According to the stories, Ghiyasuddin was a devout hedonist, and had built the Jahaz Mahal as his pleasure palace. Within the walls of this building he had a harem of 15,000 women, some coming from as far as Turkey and Abyssinia. It has been rumored that some of these women also served as his bodyguards.


Mandu is an ancient fort city in the central Indian state of Madhya Pradesh. It’s surrounded by stone walls dotted with darwazas (gateways). It’s also known for its Afghan architectural heritage. Landmark buildings include Hoshang Shah’s Tomb, a domed marble mausoleum, and the vast Jami Masjid mosque, with courtyards framed by colonnades. The imposing, centuries-old Jahaz Mahal palace stands between 2 lakes.

Architecture of the place:-

Jahaz mahal is 110 meters in length and 15 meters in width. It is a double-storeyed structure which is situated on a narrow strip of land in between Munj Talao and Kapur Talao. Surrounded by pond water, it given an impression as a floating structure on water due to which it has been named as Jahaz Mahal. Jahaz Mahal have entrance from east where the main entrance has a recessed arch and is flanked on each side by 6 arched openings protected by a continuous overhanging cornice having support of stone brackets. The palace looks even prettier with its fountains and cascades.

Jahaz Mahal is a rectangular structure, with two floors and thick walls. On the eastern side, the Gothic arch entrance is installed. These arched opening is further secluded by Chajja (awnings) and stands on stone brackets. Inside the fort, there are three huge halls, separated by corridors, having small rooms in the end. Northern end of the terrace leads to a bath with broad steps leading into it. Jahaz Mahal has an entrance from east where the main entrance has a recessed arch and is flanked on each side by 6 arched openings protected by a continuous overhanging cornice having support of stone brackets. The ground floor in Jahaz Mahal has 3 large halls. All these halls are connected by corridors which ends with a rooms at either ends. Each of these 3 halls have attached pavilions at the rear, overlooking Munj Talao. These were seems to be used for accommodation and diversion of the women of the royal harem, hidden from public view by the curtains on arched openings.

This place is a blessing in summers when the temperature reaches 45 degrees centigrade. In addition to these huge tanks, Jahaz Mahal boasts of several wells within the structure. The Andheri Baori (dark well), which is inside the palace, was used to cool it down. Today, 1500 people of Mandu use water from this baori.

In addition to these functional aspects, there were some areas of the palace that were exclusively meant for fun and frolic. There are two beautiful pools on the roof and the ground floor of the palace with plenty of seating – a perfect place to relax from the hot sun. Incredibly, both the pools are filled with rainwater. The sinuous channel that carries water from the roof to Kamal Kund is remarkable for its beauty with a purpose. In addition to looking beautiful, the curlicues also slow down the water allowing for some suspended solids to settle. Water can also be diverted to underground cisterns once the tank is full.

There are several stories about other marvels within Jahaz Mahal such a mentions of steam baths and hot water pools, and of slides that led down to Kapur Talab from the roof of Jahaz Mahal. Little of these remain.

Sappho – most famous lover of women. Poetess from the island of Lesbos Greece.

Sappho was born on the Greek island of Lesbos sometime between 630 – 612 bce. She died around 570 bce.

Sappho was married and had one daughter Cleis.

The following will describe homosex among women, … with some information of one of the most famous female homosex individuals from the past, … the Poetess Sappho.

(Text and artwork courtesy of unknown origin. Any information in regards to credit, please inform the writer of this blog in the comment section below).

This is just a small example of woman/woman homosex activity. The following links provide more examples of female homosex. For those who might not choose to go to these links, or to read the following, for fear that you might be “tempted” to sin, … simply remember, the god that is followed, does not exist, and the “sins” do not exist, … and the punishment for these “sins” is simply a fabrication used to control.

10 Of Our Favorite Sappho Lesbian Quotes To Get You Through The Week

The poetry of Sappho: (translation is a little jilted from the original). Sappho lived on the Greek island of Lesbos.

“I Have Not Had One Word From Her”

(a title given from the first line of the piece. The original title is unknown):

I have not had one word from her

Frankly I wish I were dead
When she left, she wept

a great deal; she said to me, “This parting must be
endured, Sappho. I go unwillingly.”

I said, “Go, and be happy
but remember (you know
well) whom you leave shackled by love

“If you forget me, think
of our gifts to Aphrodite
and all the loveliness that we shared

“all the violet tiaras,
braided rosebuds, dill and
crocus twined around your young neck

“myrrh poured on your head
and on soft mats girls with
all that they most wished for beside them

“while no voices chanted
choruses without ours,
no woodlot bloomed in spring without song.”

The following poem, now known as:


… is an example of this (although the present translation does not preserve the steady eleven beats of the first three lines of each stanza):

Come back to me, Gongyla, here tonight,
You, my rose, with your Lydian lyre.
There hovers forever around you delight:
A beauty desired.

Even your garment plunders my eyes.
I am enchanted: I who once
Complained to the Cyprus-born goddess,
Whom I now beseech

Never to let this lose me grace
But rather bring you back to me:
Amongst all mortal women the one
I most wish to see.

Her poetry would have been sung to the accompaniment of the lyre (which is how lyric poetry gets its name) and performed publicly at events and private dinners.

When I look on you a moment,
then I can speak no more,
but my tongue falls silent,
and at once a delicate flame courses beneath my skin,
and with my eyes I see nothing,
and my ears hum,
and a wet sweat bathes me
and a trembling seizes me all over.

But then Sappho is no ordinary poet. For the better part of three millennia, she has been the subject of furious controversies—about her work, her family life, and, above all, her sexuality. In antiquity, literary critics praised her “sublime” style, even as comic playwrights ridiculed her allegedly loose morals. Legend has it that the early Church burned her works.

(“A sex-crazed whore who sings of her own wantonness,” one theologian wrote, just as a scribe was meticulously copying out the lines that Obbink deciphered.)

Sappho seems to have lived into old age and died of natural causes but this, like most of the events of her life, is far from certain.

What is clear is that she was a poet of immense talent whose work made her famous. Her poetry was so popular, according to Leon, that “not only was her work sung, taught, and quoted

… but the very phrases she coined,

from `love, that loosener of limbs’

to `more golden than gold’,

… entered the Greek language and were used so much they eventually became clichés”.

She was a much sought-after performer and her compositions continued to be sung and admired long after her death. She referred to her poetry as her “immortal daughters” and so they continue to be as readers 2,000 years after their creation continue to respond to them with the same enthusiasm they inspired when they were first written.

The links below take the reader to Man2Man Alliance. The site contains a massive amount of historical male homosex activities. Graphic & Mature Content.

Franz von Bayros – 19th Century Female Homosex Sketches

Born in Austria (now Croatia), in 1866, von Bayros was a commercial artist, illustrator, and painter. He belonged to the Decadent Movement in art, in the late 19th century.

Readers must keep in mind, that these sketches would have been based on actual cultural practices of the time. Though somewhat graphic, the sweetness of homosex interaction remains.

There are plenty of hidden tidbits in these sketches, so do take your time and observe closely all the curious little teasers in each sketch.


10 Responses to “Page 109 – July 12, 2019 – Harem and Woman Homosex Throughout the Ages”


    Hi Bryan! It would be awesome if you could explain us how you (personally) “reconnected” to the Original State of Being, because an immediate connection to it, as you propose, seems not to be possible for some reason. Maybe it is possible for you, but after you went through a process with the last stop of it being reconnecting to the Original State of Being. Thanks in advance if you venture to tell us your own personal story!

  2. moriahj Says:

    Reconnecting to the Wisdom State seems impossible for one simple reason. The reason being is that every human being is, in reality, already connected to Wisdom and Truth.

    What every person on the planet lacks, is the understanding to realize that we are already connected to Wisdom and Truth. The reason they don’t understand this is because every human being has an illusory conjured up “Thought Process” 3D presence that constantly molests our mind with nonsense designed to inhibit one’s ability to recognize Wisdom and Truth.

    When human beings have their minds manipulated constantly, instructing them to seek “truth” and “wisdom”, here, or here, or over there, … for all intents and purposes, it’s the same as being disconnected from Wisdom and Truth.

    Therefore, to keep things simple, the statement made … “reconnect to Wisdom” … means to reject indoctrination (both religious and intellectual), which screws with our minds, and just realize the Truth, that everything in this 3D illusory plane is a lie.

    In other words, the Truth is, “that everything is a lie”. Kind of a paradox meant to deceive. When you comprehend this, … you come to realize that all the manipulative tools of the “Thought Process” … (who is the “Conjurer” of all things in the 3D plane) … loses its potency and manipulative strength. At that moment of understanding, you comprehend that you were “already” One with Wisdom and Truth, and from here on in, you walk free, in peace, fearless, and knowing all things. There is no path to follow, or “Truth” to recognize.

    Everyone is already connected to Wisdom and Truth. But not realizing this makes for a troubled and “wondering” 3D life experience. So, reconnect with the understanding that you are already connected to Wisdom and Truth. If you don’t come to understand this “Reality” in this 3D illusory life experience, … even when you physically pass from this life experience (what is called death), your connection to Wisdom and Truth and your presence within the Eternal Paradise State is then realized. (There is no hell, and there is no heaven, … just Paradise).

    Realizing that we are already connected to Wisdom and Truth brings the benefits of the Eternal Paradise State into our 3 dimensional life experience. Without this realization, we just flounder about wondering and questioning, and never coming to understanding or comprehending the reason behind this 3D life experience.

    When, in actual fact, there is no reason to this illusory life experience, … it is all a lie, conjured up through “Thought”, … which goes by other names, such as “Satan, Lucifer, the Devil, Jesus, the Light Bringer, Jehovah, Yahweh, Intellectualism, … and on and on it goes”. The Thought Process is the means by which the Ego aims to separate us from peace and understanding, thereby “being god” over us all.

    Of course, there is no “god”, … but there is Wisdom and Truth, … and that is Who and What we really are. We are not our 3D illusory life experience, … we are Wisdom and Truth, and we “Know All Things”.

    Our Ultimate Eternal Experience of Being doesn’t “think” … “It Just Knows”.


    Thanks a lot for your answer, Bryan! It seems that, without knowing it, you managed to achieve what from antiquity is called Self-Realization [not the psychological one] (this is not a religious thing, although both religious ones and others tend to speak of it often). All people who have achieved Self-Realization speak of knowing, in order to achieve this, that :

    1. …if the world is an illusion-matrix it doesn’t exist even as an illusion-matrix.

    2. …the Ego is a false entity and an illusion, and doesn’t really exist.

    3. …free will is an illusion produced by the Ego, and doesn’t really exist

    4. …We are already connected to Wisdom and Truth. We are all already perfect.

    5. …only the non-dual exists, duality is an illusion in and on itself and produces countless illusions

    You first seem from your writings to have understood already most of these things and on the last thing from all those written above that you understood you reconnected to Truth-The Original State of Being. If you didn’t know some of the above you may not have reconnected to Wisdom by now.

    Their terms are the same as yours as you see. However, for some reason something seems to be missing so that people largely can achieve Self-Realization – “Reconnection” to the Original State of Being, Wisdom and Truth. This is the million dollar question, what is actually missing from all these…? Not only missing now, but even from antiquity! Sigh… I hope that someday we will know!

  4. moriahj Says:

    Words are tricky creatures used to antagonize. Every word written on this blog is actually a lie. Still, there is something to be gained. What can be gained (if read between the lines), is that a crack appears that causes contemplation. Nothing is missing now, or ever. We are illusory conjured up appearances, and have no ability to explain perfectly with language, how utterly perfect we are within our original Paradise State.

    Our illusory 3D characteristics lack Wisdom. However, this is not Who or What we are. We are Wisdom, and we are Truth, in our original Paradise abode. Since we are, in Reality, … Wisdom and Truth, there can be nothing missing. Wisdom is not Wisdom if something is missing. Not being able to use language to explain what it is, is of no concern. This is not a million dollar question. As 3D illusory beings, we just don’t possess the ability to accurately relate with language, something that has no commonality with Wisdom and Truth.

    Wisdom and Truth just is. Wisdom and Truth is constant. We do not experience self-realization. We must comprehend that everything is a lie within this 3D illusory plane. Being that we are illusory, self-realization is a fleeting notion. A vapour cannot self-realize. Suggesting self-realization gives way to much credibility and validity to the illusion that we, as humans, experience within our 3D illusory form. Dismissing such things is to see into the crack that the Ego envelopes us with.

    Just observe all things. Avoid highfalutin notions associated with the illusions conjured up by the Thought Process (the Ego).

    Simply wait, … simply watch … Wisdom is always there when required to answer all supposed million dollar questions. If we, as humans, sense that something is missing … it is only because we insist on sensing that something is missing. Such notions are bondage. This is not blind faith. This is refusing to be bound by “thought”.

  5. moriahj Says:

    You’re most welcome. Thank you for sticking with this information over the years.


  6. Dean Says:

    Hi Bryan,
    Love what you did with “Amoeba” !… and “Cruci -FICTION” wow!
    What an masterpiece !
    We must be drawing close to the event soon,things are so messed up ! lol.

  7. moriahj Says:

    Hi Dean,

    Ever since I first created “Amoeba” I always wanted to add the “moon goddess” crown over her head. At the time my comprehension of what was unfolding in this 3D illusory plane was very limited. So the painting just sat … waiting (since 2002) … and once all “hell” started breaking loose over the years, it was time to incorporate some of the “events” into the painting.

    The “Mene Mene Tekel Upharsin” warning … the “fuck you” finger manipulating the balances of “justice” … and the “cock bombs” which fuck with the “moon goddess” which released the creatures from the “dark places” of the elitist mind, … all this and more, warning of Armageddon in the 11 Western States, … establishing the “Megiddo” we call “Mexico”.

    The “Wall” is “L-Law” = “Allah”.

    Islam was prepared to be the 3rd arm of the Children of Abraham, along with Christianity and Judaism. The blood sacrifice religion which came from the “dark places” of the elitist mind.

    Keep watching.

    “Crucifiction” is loaded with “fake” symbolism associated with the Children of Abraham, and more specifically with the fable of the crucifixion of “Christ”. The two cocks frolicking against each other represent the Twin Towers of 9/11. The girls having sex all about as the “crucifixion” takes place, symbolize the women who gathered around the cross in the biblical account. Except here, we have 8 women (the number of the flood). The biblical account referred to 2 “Mary’s”, and “Martha”. These are all “Mary” names which is a reference to the “sea”, … the “Pacific”, … the flood, … the “holy see”, … and all that bullshit.

    The “bitcoins” tossed at the feet of the “bird beast messiah”, are symbolic of the 30 pieces of silver that Judas tossed at “Jesus'” feet. This “money” symbolizes the fraudulent currencies of the world and how the cryptos were concocted by the government in 1997 to create the death crypt that would hold the sacrifice which is soon to come (a few more years).

    Also, notice the skull on the right side, … the teeth form the number 322, … the secret number of the Skull and Bones, … the secret society that the “Bushes” have belonged to for almost 2 centuries. The Bushes being major players in bringing down the Twin Towers. The number 322 referring to the Marriott Hotel of the WTC of 9/11 in 2001. The Marriott (symbolized California), was building 3, which was 22 stories tall. The towers were brought down to destroy the Marriott, which is California, which is Mexico, which is Meggido, … where all the nations of the world are now congregating for the sole purpose of being sacrificed.

    These are just some of the main symbolic elements in this painting. All the lunatic goings on in the world at this juncture, are going to bring everything to pass.

    So, … just watch, … wait, … simply observe, … do not react or retaliate against an illusory fake dynamic.


  8. Dean Says:

    Thanks for your reply and the breakdown of some of the elements in the paintings…awesome stuff ! Facebook’s “Libra” cryptocurrency launching in 2020 seems pretty symbolic and ominous!.
    Thanks also for freeing my mind of care and concern for the illusion with your amazing insights and art over the years….it’s damn fine in the paradise state !!

  9. moriahj Says:

    Paradise is an incredible place to spend one’s illusory 3D life experience. Real “freedom” is not illusory. No need to wait and hope like hell that there’s glory and freedom in that “heavenly state”, at the moment one succumbs to that illusory “death” experience. There is no messiah, no Jesus, no coming saviour. We are our own “saviour” when we understand the hypnotic trance inducement perpetrated through “thought”.

    Those who don’t comprehend this simple experience, will (at the moment of their “illusory death”), also experience the peace and freedom of that Paradise State. It’s just unfortunate that they don’t benefit from understanding this information during the 3D life experience. And it’s not their 3D physical emotional experience that will realize Freedom and Reality at their death. For that illusory fairy tale will have dissolved. It will be the “Real” Ultimate Experience of Being that will realize Who and What they really are in the illusory past, and what they have always been and what they will always be in the timeless illusory future.

    As for the Libra crypto … this is nothing more but another “head-fake”. Everything to do with the corporate tech giants is just distraction from the “big one” that will ultimately arrive. Of course, they understand none of this. They understand nothing of the illusory new world order that they seek to promote. The new world order was installed with the 911 event. This was not just another “Pearl Harbour”, … 911 launched the NWO. Every lunatic thing occurring in our time, is the NWO just jostling for legitimacy. The coming cataclysm will just be the icing on the cake. Again, nothing any elitist fuckhead knows anything about.

    Enjoy the show. Take pleasure in anything you deem beneficial. After all you are in Paradise. For you are “paradise”.


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